I keep wishing for something bigger and better and grander and superb...

But keep forgetting that I AM ALL THAT.

It will come. Thinking from the end. And working backwards to ensure I get there.

Love & Music
yoursharona

Probably a good thing that I don't have kids... Screaming at the fat cat this morning after finding a huge amount of cat pee all over my things as I was already late for work...Little One then tears into Big One because she thinks she has the right to discipline her as well. Hissing & scratching ensues. Big Cat kicked out the door and left outside all morning as I am in a fit of rage and almost hoping she'd run away.

On the way to work feeling terrible about being a bad mother, then almost crying thinking about how I would feel if I had to give up one of my children. (Catties = kiddies). So I go home for lunch break and look for my poor fattie cattie who is no longer in the backyard. Calling calling "Josie!!" I wander both neighbours yards and I hear her little cry back to me "mrowwwww"! I pick up the big o' ball of fluff and carry her in, apologizing profusely.

But oh no, Willow still thinks Josie has been terribly naughty and they get into a confuffle again, with my human skin in the middle. Five or six huge gashes later, I have Josie in my lap and Willow is moaning deeply and glaring at Josie. So I prepare a place in my bedroom, with litter and food, to keep Josie away from Willow for the rest of the day. Josie's trauma was settling quite a bit by now, with my apologies and soothing, and she pets me in the face as I pet her, and she is breathing normally.

Willow, on the other hand, is still a little devil..

So now I'm back home from work and keeping them separated until they can work it out. My fault ultimately, 'cause now I've made them mad at each other like angry adopted sisters. Oh the joys of motherhood!! But I love 'em both :)

Why are there horrible people in the world??? So I go out to my car after a great Abba show and a bit of hangage and drinks with the cast & staff, to find my passenger window beaten in. "O lovely" I think, as I throw my bags in, sit down pull a piece of square glass out of my ass ‎(crap, will this cause a run in my 6 dollar hose?), wipe the wet shards off my ipod holder so I can listen to Wintersleep on the way home (Ohh have you seen my ghost, sick of those goddamn clouds), thinking as I'm driving I might have another piece of glass sticking in my right thigh.

(I should be writing this in a blog) (but why don't I keep up with my blog?) (I dunno, it's too hard to get at, I need a bookmark or something)
(sick of these goddamn clouds)

iTunes repeat one....seen my ghost?

P.S. I love me.

This is the third time my car window has been smashed. I just accept it now like I accept every other challenge that comes my way every day. Every day is a bit of up and a bit of down. Right now I think it would be nice to have a pair of arms around me.

Repeat one.

The next Hot Piano Night with Sharona & Friends! is Sunday October 17. New lineup and surprise addition. Don't miss this one!

I got a new website....awesome. I love Reverbnation!! What an awesome site - everything is all there and I even get paid for clicks! What more can I ask?

Ahh I'm back from an amazing trip to the ECMAs. I schmoozed, I mingled, I performed, and with my dear friend Sarah Stockley we had a blast!! Check her out online at http://tinyurl.com/sarahrpm. Especially her beautiful song "Pegasus".

Not much else to say right now because I am working on the website. Cheers and talk to you soon!

yoursharona
xo